Happy Married Life

I’m happy and sad at the same time,
But I wonder these two feelings are balanced equally.
I know I had enough months to face this day,
And I think I have been bad at it completely.

I know how difficult time I had lived,
We haven’t talked for eight months straight.
And then I get to hear from you,
It’s a pathetic game of fate.

Why does it have to be this way?
Why can’t we go back in past?
Doesn’t you feel the same I feel?
Is this how it is supposed to last?

So many questions I have,
But they have no meaning now.
It’s all over and we are done,
I have to accept this anyhow.

But one thing is for sure,
I wonder you know.
I’m a good lover,
As I let you go.

You need to make some sacrifices,
And are not supposed to talk about it.
We need to keep minimal expectations,
But keep moving on even without any benefit.

The one-sided feeling is bad,
And I’m having it today.
Maybe I won’t bother about it anymore,
But that’s for some other day.

Today is very special for you,
And I pray for your happiness.
Thanks for this invitation,
I couldn’t wish for anything less.

I’m going to make it,
That’s a promise.
You never asked for this,
But I have a lovely surprise.

I’m finally ready,
And have gathered the courage.
I’m going to be there,
Without any rage.

It’s finally happening,
And there is no strife.
Here I’m to wish you,
A very happy married life!